This one was an experiment from the get go. Personally, I don't like the result and it won't be made into a pen. We all know end grain can be difficult when it comes to stain. Before I turned it to final size, I applied sanding sealer to the left side and nothing on the right side and then applied blue dye. The right side looked better so that's what I went with. Probably this would work if I had made the blank with the side grain supposed to end grain. It's not a failure because it was a learning experience from the beginning.